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[20 Jun 2005|07:22pm] |
I had such a great birthday party! It was so much fun! Everyone was so happy and just was so glad that there was no drama...(lol). Jacob made a video tape of the whole thing, it looks like a little movie documentary, it will be nice to remember it all bye. Thank you Amanda for the gift and Sean for the food. I hope that everyone had just as much fun as I did. Thanks to Jacob for getting the Club room! Raul and Norma where a blast! So glad they could come, And also for the drinks. Jacob's Mom and Dad got me a birthday cake It was so awsome. Thank you all for a great birthday!!!!
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| Love So Sweet |
[25 Jan 2005|06:17pm] |
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Every thing has been going really well considering the circumstances. Jacob and I are doing really well. I am back and school, got progress reports and well they are ok.. I cant wait till I get to leave this fucking house and get out of here. I want to move back in with Jacob so bad, but like I said not to much longer only like 145. School has been interesting I have made a couple new friends, and lost a couple old ones. I have been taking these Credit By Exams to pass my classes so that I don't have to sit in them. I have taken two and passed two so I am getting though school pretty fast. summer is going to be a blast we want to go to L.A and visit. I want to go to New Orleans for like a weekend. Sorry about not updating in like forever it has been a long time. Anyway I hope to update more often that n i have in the past. I am currently looking for a job. I need one bad. Love you Jacob! Far From Over!!
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| muahaha this is kayla |
[24 Aug 2004|07:48pm] |
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Apparently ryan is too busy to type, so he had me update anything i wanted for him.
According to jacob and jennifer he is jerking off in the corner/ea'in shriiiiimppp. Ryan is the president of the shriiiimpp club. Everyone join the shriiiiimppp club. The club consists of a meeting every friday where members get stoned together and provide shriiimmmpp for everyone. p.s. and sex too.
so its the shrimp club.
JOIN BITCHES.
Moving right along... so for the past few hours we've [me, ryan, jacob, and jennifer] been smoking. Oh the fun times we're having. well, im off to some crazy adventures.
So in conclusion... we've:
-smoked
-spoke german
-made a club
-talked about shrimp
-smoked more
-had a camera party
-laughed at our stupidness... no... AWESOMENESS.
later dudes,
kayla
xo
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| MOTHER MUNCHAUSEN |
[10 Aug 2004|05:11pm] |
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My friends and I found out that my mother has a disorder called Munchausen where she would make up things to be mad at me for to get attention/feel needed.I remember when I was little she would tell me that I had hyperglycemia so she could take care of me and she tells my dad hes dieing and going blind so she can feel needed.She wouldnt in roll me in high school this year cause she was upset that I moved out and im happy and I have a real life and made it way harder then it had to be.As for my dads so unhappy at the house and I can tell how depressed and crazy he's getting I think he's convienced he's sick as well cause of how bad my mother is and he's scared of her.I'm finishing school even if I have to get mom and dad emancipated/divorce them cause I cant sign my self into school yet.I'll just have to call around some family and others to let them know about how my parents disorder it was creepy cause when I read what it was all It described was my parents. also called Munchausen Syndrome, is a label for a pattern of behavior in which caretakers deliberately exaggerate and/or fabricate and/or induce physical and/or psychological-behavioral-mental health problems in others.
This pattern of behavior constitutes a separate kind of maltreatment (abuse/neglect) that manifests as recording phone calls,constantly asking unessary questions, physical abuse, sexual abuse, emotional abuse, neglect, or a combination. The primary purpose of this behavior is to gain some form of internal gratification, such as attention, for the perpetrator
Fabricate: The perpetrator deliberately makes up a problem story - OR makes it look as if a problem exists.
Induce: The perpetrator deliberately causes a problem to exist.Well Jacobs writting a dark comedy based on my family and mom for a film festival MOTHER MUNCHAUSEN. heh I already wanna see it.But if they dont wanna help me and this is the way it has to be then hehe will see.Its just began
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| In Praise of Shadows |
[04 Aug 2004|06:33pm] |
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oldplayrob (6:32:01 PM): whats the lock around ur neck mean?
PostM0dernX (6:34:00 PM): it means my heart is locked up and belongs to someone
coldplayrob (6:34:42 PM): awww
coldplayrob (6:34:45 PM): who does it belong to?
PostM0dernX (6:35:19 PM): ryan <33
coldplayrob (6:35:25 PM): is that him?
PostM0dernX (6:35:30 PM): yes sir
coldplayrob (6:35:34 PM): awww nice
He is the greatest!!
Well I got the job at Pizza Hut!! I go Saturday morning at 9:00 a.m. to do training!! I cant wait to get my first Pay check. I hope all goes well! I am enrolling in Langham. I cant wait to get to go to school. Life is great!! It cant go much better than this!
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| Pink Hearts and plenty of SEX |
[26 Jul 2004|02:07am] |
A day to reflect. Numbers, Extacy, and alot of great SEX!! I went to this rave last night it was alot of fun. It had heat sensors, glow sticks, light shows, and dancing, with fire dancers and a voodo shop in front. It was so much fun, we ended up at St. Greagies beach after we smoked out there parking lot. Last friday we went to Numbers for Justeans Birthday and Erikas also. I had so much fun dancing, it was probly the most fun I have had at Numbers in a long time!! O in a few weeks Makeita, Jacob, and I are going to New York to pick up her car and drive home. It will be an exciting little rode trip ^-^. We are goiing to fly there and drive back in her new car!! And thanks to Racheal we got this new toung ring. It is like a little plastic fuzz ball. It should feel really intresting.
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| Falling Angles |
[13 Jul 2004|10:51pm] |
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Today was a long and interesting one. I got my braces off this morning!!! ^_^. Matt came over and spent the night and he was really cute! I posted this entry on boyskissing, and that was alot of fun. I wrote this really hot sex story of Jacob and I. And put one of the magazine pictures with jacob with just the underwear on, and one of us making out! It was really sexy. But some people are cunts and are to immature to handle that kind of thing. One girl mad a icon out of our picture of us making out, which was really flattering. Sex - do it as often as possible!!
( Hot Sex )
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| Fliying High |
[11 Jul 2004|06:32pm] |
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The party last night turned out a blast.Got fucked up took some bars and some drink. There was alot of cute boys there it was alot of fun. Ericka got her fun with Jeff. Once the party ended we came home with a whole box full of extra drink. After the party we were here for like 3 min and Natalie called and we all went out to the pool and hot boxed the sona. Natalie, Harry, James and Sara where all rolling. Well Jacob and I where pretty much well lets just say feeling really good. We got a new glass pipe,and I got a face the jury yesterday.
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| you got to be yourself |
[04 Jul 2004|04:30am] |
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Its a fucking bad ass feeling letting the wind blow through my hair as I rode in the back of Natalie's truck with the one guy im in love with. I talk to the fashion editor of swiig magazine it feels like its taking forever for the issue to come out but its gonna be worth it.Tonight was fun Danny was rolling hard and let Jacob and I play with his hair he keep rubbing on my leg but it was hott.He was sweet gave Jake and I flowers and played a song for us. We're gonna chill with Natalie and Sara and Harrie tomarrow and have a slumber party and make cologes its gonna be niiice.My manager gave me a bottle of vodka today cause I told him how fucked up my mom and dad are cause they spent the money I worked for.My parents are all fucking crazy ass hicks but there just mad cause I have a life i'm the one that got away.unlike inbreed. Lifes really good right now got really good friends.Plus! I wake up next to the one I love. not many people can say that.But In the end it's all worth it.
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| 4 a.m. flashing police cars |
[03 Jul 2004|07:34pm] |
last night was an exciting time.Got really drunk and smoked it up. we all went swimming at rock creek.Jennifer,Sara and some friends all came to the pool and we had a lot of fun. Natalie and her freinds were all rolling. A couple nights before rolled really hard with nichole Jen Jacob and Clay and Trish I would not shut the fuck up I was rolling so hard I got like super horny and got a huge ass boner like the guy in the pic it was hott.I am nervous about the new job I hope it all works out. Jennifer and Sara passed out at our house. We had fun, had the munchies like mother fucker. I cant wait to see the pictures from SWIIG!!hope yall like them. later bitch's
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